Fresh Start

Okay, it's been quite some time since I've updated, but since the baby has come I've just been so busy. Oh wait...never mind. I don't have a baby. That's just everyone else around me. I guess I can't use that as an excuse for not updating.

A lot has happened since the last time I updated. I finished the semester with 3 B's and 2 A's. I was a little upset about it even though I didn't have a C. My GPA was a little lower since I had gotten less As. I got an A in my winter class and now I'm into my spring semester.

I broke up with Justin 3 weeks ago, so I've been dealing with the stresses of that. I really need some encouragement. I get a lot of mixed reviews but I know I did the right thing, but I feel horrible about it. I'll take some prayers though.

I got my acceptance letter this weekend from UNT. I didn't have any doubts that I would get in, but it's just a great feeling to know you are finally getting on to the next step. Now I'm all freaked out about the whole change thing again, just like I was a couple years ago. I think the only major thing is just coming up with finances. I want to live out there, but it's going to cost more to do it. I've considered going 2 days a week and commuting, but I just simply want the "college experience" as everyone calls it. I do want change and I want to get to know new people. If I simply just go to school there, like I do Richland, I won't get to know people and it will probably just be boring. I'm just bored now. My whole life is just school and work. I don't go out, I don't hang out with anybody. I went out to Billy Bob's with my cousin Friday night and I realized that I need some more interesting things in my life, besides just being a bum. Even though I didn't dance a lot, and when I did I totally sucked, I still had fun. I remember my Senior year of high school we would always hang out and do stuff. But everything is different now. All those people are off doing their own thing and I'm still here. Sitting. Doing nothing.

Anyways, other than dealing with all my stresses, things are going well. I think this will be a good semester. I'm going on the ladies retreat this weekend with church so that should be fun. It's always fun to get to know new people.