It's funny how God works sometimes. I guess He has different plans for me than I expected. I'm a little nervous about what I'm going to do when it comes time for me to actually move. I still don't have a place to live and nobody to live with. I did, but then when it came time to sign a lease, things didn't work out the way I would have hoped. I went to the dentist last week and was talking to the dental hygenist about my situation. She told me that God will take care of everything, and that I just have to trust in Him. I know that in my heart, but it's so hard to believe sometimes.
I really need to learn to put my trust in God and let Him take care of my life; not only in this situation but in others as well. I used to be able to do that really well, but when things don't go my way, I tend to try and take over. It never works and I get left in the dark again. The way I deal with things is not healthy and I have dug myself right back into the hole that I used to be in. I just feel stressed mostly and I don't want to deal with it. Hopefully I get some better news in the next couple weeks.
2 days ago
3 comments:
Kaitlin,
It takes a lot of courage to post your weaknesses. The good thing is by doing so you have given us something to be praying about for you. Romans 8:28 does promise that God works ALL things out together for good to those that love Him. It doesn't say when He will work things out, just that He will. Keep trusting.
Kaitlin,
I saw you have been reading my blog and I wanted to just say that I really think God led me to you today.
Please continue to have faith. God is there when you least expect it. At your darkest moments, He is listening and He will not let you down as long as you continue to be faithful.
I have had some truly dark moments in my life where my faith has waivered, but God was there and although things didn't always go as I wanted, God had a plan for me and i am finally seeing the picture.
You WILL see your picture to.
Trust Him.
Love, Debi
I'll be praying for you, Kaitlin. In my most dark, desperate, and confusing time, I felt like God was foretting about me. It turns out that I had to go through that situation just so that everything that is good in my life could happen. Hindsight is 20/20. It still felt very scary when I was going through it. I will be praying.
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